Nat 躲在雪梨的小世界

我崇拜著妳那遙不可及且不可動搖的理智
簡短精準地刺中紅心
兩三句 我已無法招架

不用說 我想今後我與妳的距離即將漸行漸遠
不想說 我是否會感到難過或失落
因為沒有什麼言語 能夠正確表達這種心情

金馬影展走到觀影的第五年
史上最懶惰的一年
可能是soul mates去了英國美國的關係

偶爾也會下錯棋
在迷惘的時候
神志不清迷離於幻覺饗宴中跌入簡單的陷阱

今天早上為了智齒而請假沒去上班.
冗長的等待時間, 讓我看完哈七上集, 加上打了個盹.
聽著醫生討論那兩顆最近不時讓我暴躁的智齒以及之前的案例,

Betrayer walked across my arm and stood on my body with her bloody foot.
Look upon her with blind eyes.
She is cruel to take her sword and being violent to poke my chest.

I suddently realize why I write almost my paragraphs with English.
It's a kind of feeling that I don't want to be understood so easily even I write in a obvious way.
Like what I always mention about people have different aspects to face your family, your friend, your work and your life.

plz don't say you miss me, I know it's just a game between this strange relationship again.
Just tell you in case if you have a sense of illusion about me.
Look myself clearly, I am no longer your companion who is innocent like before.

所謂的負擔
是否現在還無法感受到