Nat 躲在雪梨的小世界

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Changing could be good as you get older,
you may like the things you used to reject n also dislike the things you used to love.

Exit to the sky
It would be better if all the negative emotion go out from the exit to the sky, my mood will be also up to the sky.
This year is a year which is not suitable for couples to get marry.
Still, two of my former partners are going to walk on the red carpet with their soul mate(I guess!)
It's not so wired to me cuz I've heard they talk about these for quite a long time.
Most girls believe that the wedding is a huge deal in their life cuz it will be only one shot to make it perfect.
(Well, if you want you may have the second shot~XD)
In fact, I don't really believe in marriage things especially after watching " He is not that into you"
You may say that I have bias on this issue but who doesn't have bias?
Anyway, the point is "As long as you're happy n when you are ready for it"
Right.
That's why I am so shocked when I hear William is going to get married!
It's not difficult to figure it out why it happens in a blink.
But I have to admit that, "It's really fast!!!"
Maybe guys are different from girl(not maybe, it's true!!)
When I listen to him explaining from the beginning(briefly), soon I understand one thing.
"Marriage needs an accident"
Oh no, it needs courage.
Why I say that?
It's because people are afraid to make commitment?
Or it actually needs selfness love?
I don't think so.
It's just to complicate cuz it's not only about them but also two families n it's not in my discussion.
Anyway, I do truly feel happy for all of them n hope them can live happily ever after like those prince n princess in the fairy tale.
Achieving this can make this world better(smile)
As for me, though it would be a worth thing to try, how come there is always one step I rather not step closer.
Even I love to put myself in different roles to enjoy(?!) or experiencing my life, I will not to choose to put those two roles at the same time.
Maybe someday I will, when I am despairing to relationship.

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As you said, your world is fucking difficult.
Then why should I get involved is just because you said that I must understand.
Let me tell you there is nothing I must know just only I need to or not.
Leave me alone in my quiet, little corner.

Betrayer walked across my arm and stood on my body with her bloody foot.
Look upon her with blind eyes.
She is cruel to take her sword and being violent to poke my chest.
My pumping heart is on her sliver fingers.
She seemed to see through the rhyme of beating.

I suddently realize why I write almost my paragraphs with English.
It's a kind of feeling that I don't want to be understood so easily even I write in a obvious way.
Like what I always mention about people have different aspects to face your family, your friend, your work and your life.
If the one who is reading my heart is the one who will know what I am thinking, then congratulate you are my soul mate.
I am willing to give any chances to let people to know about me more, undoubtedly.

plz don't say you miss me, I know it's just a game between this strange relationship again.
Just tell you in case if you have a sense of illusion about me.
Look myself clearly, I am no longer your companion who is innocent like before.
We've changed to grow up.
We're forced to be mature adults.

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I am not used to let people say I am normal.
Normal means bored to me.
Can't figure it out what are they thinking when they say that about me
crazy probably is my another name for the little girl in my heart who is always comes out while people are getting too square.
funky time should be around 15 hours in a day instead of sitting in front of a computer, typing your soul into the cold screen.

there is a mood cycle created on the black tree.
it will be no leave, no flowers but only dying branches.

the black tree is getting old with tiring relationship between birds.
singing bird brings vital water to offer tree's living