Nat 躲在雪梨的小世界

5/1 Changing could be good as you get older, you may like the things you used to reject n also dislike the things you used to love. Standing at this point on age 26, I feel the wind blowing across my head furiously. The time, the day fly like speed of sound. I couldn't catch it on my own way and could only see them drifting on the river of time. But the most scary part is I can't leave some fabulous memories from now on. Not only because I am old (I can't believe I admit that!) but also my self-consciousness is raising. That reminds me I couldn't only dreaming the visionary things we read from fairy tale, though girls do dream about it sometimes. 5/2 People say the sign when you get old is when you only remember those beautiful thing happenes long time ago,but you can forget the things just happen a minute ago! I can image that will happen to me in the future(and it won't be too long). 5/5 Listen to Faith's new album-self-selected, I can find out the taste I've changed. The cool, stylish girl I use to love, it turns out just a singer I crab on web accidentally. It's really horrible people can change their favorite in a such short time, and I can't believe the most is I am the one of them! 5/5 Chatting with my soul mate at night reminds me those day we lived together, we often talk over night and greet to the sunrise. Time after time, we've graduate from uni almost four years, we both change during these days. She went to England to study for master degree and I stay in Taiwan to do the jobs I don't really like but for a living. I used to envy her that she can go aboard to seek for her dreams, but I know the reality is I need to feed myself first. So the "studying aboard dream" becomes "traveling around the world dream", as for this one, she made it first, too. Actually I am very happy for her cuz these are precious experience that no one can take it away. Through her words and photos I can feel the spirit in the country, sometimes I even think that's enough for me if I may not able to visit that place in the future. Even she did all those things I want to achieve, she is still confuse about future. The truth is, everybody has their own problems which are nobody can solve but only themselves. As a friend, the only thing I can do is listening. As for you, you have to figure it out what do you want to aim on for your life. Making decision is not difficult, but making it happen is the most important part. Though I am able to say this cuz I am exactly the one who usually consider too much to move on. But I'm trying now. I hope you can find out your way and keep going on. It could be hard when you chase your dream, you might be trapped by stones, you might be wet by the pouring rain. Still the same old saying-May the Force be with You. I believe in you 少女～！ 5/6 Today is the day to chat with my friends. During the lunch time, I had magic curry with an older sister who I used to work with. Her job now is free and she usually flies to many countries in east south Asia. She usually goes out once a month and her customer alway s order nice villa for her. I am quite jealous when I saw those photos on her blog. As for the movie-wolverine,well, it's a bit disappointed for me but just leave it. As long as Hugh looks handsome and that's enough. XDD I still love the feeling in le cafe park, they change the new menu so you guys can try some new stuffs there. Specially recommend brunch, it looks delicious. They also provide kinds of coffee and herb tea. btw, you can drink beer there, too. At the night, I went to 13th floor that I haven't visited for quite a while. Girls there are still warm and lovable, met a new friend and a new cat. It takes me back to the old times that I had really happy memories there. 5/7 Life is tough! I knew it already. Sometimes people wants to remind you again and again. To force you to face the things you abandon. To force you to do what they expect. They know lots of rumors about you, but they don't know how it kills you. Innocent people are tortured by gossips and couldn't have their own life. 5/8 My job now is quite interesting cuz it brings me so many different ways to see people. I have to admit that the frustrated things happens all the time. But you still meet some wonderful people in your life and make it beautiful. I think it is the biggest reason keeps my passion in this job, with their support, I can do my job better. 5/9 Tomorrow is the greatest day- Mothers' Day. We celebrate it at my uncle's house. Here comes almost everybody include my cousin's new girl friend. This kind of date becomes a situation that every kids will be asked about their relationship. Grandma always asks about when will these grand sons and grand daughters get married (okay~for those already graduate from university which means me) and we can only smile and not gonna to answer it. When can I get rid of this question!!! 5/10 As usual, I watched "Black&White" on you tube. I have to say it's a great internet invention to let people share videos easily. (Though there are lot of copy right problems in it.) Black&White is a quite different drama in Taiwanese TV programs. In old times, we enjoy watching the theme with police and gangsters. These year we haven't seen this material been used in Taiwanese drama until "Police man" (Maybe I am wrong, just try to search in my memories.) I try to follow "Police Man" (only becuz of Meg) but it seems a bit slow for me. Compare with "B&W", the latest one is more commercial and more appealing as my personal opinion. Thus, I still need to say:"it's a new step in Taiwanese soap drama but it's not good enough in each plot" We can see them spend lot of money in it and try to make it on international standard. However, I still believe the setting of senarios is the soul of the drama. The main idea is good, they just have to work on details more. (okay, I know to criticize is easy~just my personal opinion again.) 5/12 I watched "Candy Rain" today which is directed by a man I don't really like. HA! Four parts of lesbians' relationships, the main idea is about "be together" and "happy" In love, we may have certain status as follow: 1. Happy when being together. 2. Unhappy when being together. 3. Unhappy when not being together. 4. Even being together, still unhappy. OR 5. Above all. 6. None. It's interesting cuz we all may meet these situations. In this film, it makes life simple and make love difficult. People make different decisions when they walk to the crossway in their lifes. We sacrifice to move on, to move on the way we choose or choosed by others. 5/14 Black out last night, nothing to say. Things turn to bright side as long as you think in positive way. 5/17 Bad luck, I guess. Maybe I didn't do well when I was praying to God. That's why those bad things happen again and again. I just need to do myself right. Ignoring the noise around me and chase the inner peace. I believe I will find my own way.